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FADE AWAY
Music- Albanesius, Schleper
Words- Schleper
Don’t Talk, Don’t Run
And Don’t Speak, to anyone
I’ve tried to be, much more
Than you gave to me
If I’m not, myself
Feel I,
must go somewhere else
Nothing to say, so I fade away
Can’t see, see what you’ve made me
Can’t hear, hear what I’m saying
Too late nothing to say, so I fade away
I wish, you’d see
That your words, create misery
If I’ve lost, again
Then why are you suffering? |
SHAME
Music- Altobelli, Albanesius, Schleper
Words- Schleper, Altobelli
I have
found myself here
Standing in the sun
I’ve lost all of the chances
In games I have not won
Full color dreams
now seen in black n white
what once was strong
has now been left behind
I’ve wasted time
I’ve taken the blame
I’ve lived with heartache
I’ve lived with shame
Times that I remember
It all slips though my hands
Pondering my true destiny
I resume this game again
You will never find me
Begging on my knees
Or ever asking anyone
To please forgive me
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ON THE EDGE
Music- Albanesius,
Schleper
Words- Schleper, Hendriksen
sometimes I
wonder what’s real
exactly how you want me to feel
pain that’s inside of me
wondering what you want me to be
Sometimes I
disappoint myself
can’t even bear to look at myself
Pain that you brought to me
I’ll never be what you want me to be
As I look trough all the pieces
Of my broken life
Searching for an answer
Walking on the edge
I’m walking on the Edge
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GIVE UP
Music- Albanesius, Schleper
Words- Schleper
I’m taking you, breaking you down
Why not let me live my life
fought through the pain
I’ve won the fight
My life’s a mess like blood in piss
so drink it up you're one of us
It’s always what I say, and what I do
I live a life outside of you
It’s all of us, in darkness
who can ya’ trust
Just look and you will know that
I am here to say
there’s got to be a better way
I live my life the way I want to
It’s hard enough today
without living my life your way
and it’s hard for me to do
without living my life through you
Frustration is cutting a hole in my mind
I hear all the voices they talk all the time
It’s time to escape all this anger and hate so just step on up,
you’re one of us
A rock on the outside
but inside I’m fucked
this world all around me
is fucking too much
No one can see all the shame that I hide
I’m broken, I’m hollow
I’m losing my mind
pray to some god to take this all away
I know in my heart
I’ll be back here someday |
DEEP
INSIDE MY MIND
Music- Albanesius, Schleper
Words- Schleper
The time has come, for you to see
the way that life's abusing me
I've taken what I'm given
but I'm not the same
I found out in the end that it’s
all a lie
That's why the time has come
for you to see
the way that life's abusing me
I've taken what I'm given
but I'm not the same
cause now I know that it's all a lie
Apathy all I see, deep inside my mind
Look again, in the end, it's so hard to find
The certainty of what won't be
deep inside my mind
Look again, in the end
it's so hard to find
The years have passed
I'm not the same
the
thought of you
see's me passing the blame
The damage is done
you said it was fun
and now I know it's all a lie
Not your friend, This is the end
Pushed me hard but I will not bend
Here I am with hate on my mind, Controlled thoughts, I’m wondering
why
Questions about, who do I trust
Married to lies in a temple of dust
Here I am with my back against the wall
unbridled rage forces me to stand tall
Embraced scars of all humanity
remember forever my own morality
Conformed emotions
at the foot of your cross
with arms held out
your death is no loss
Profane cycle in the rules you have made
Crucify me for the sins you forbade
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REMIND
Music- Albanesius, Schleper
Words- Schleper
I know you lie to me
never listen to a word I say
The sight of your face
sickens me in it’s absurdity
now there’s no time left here at all
for you and me
So you can state your case
but then you’ll fall into obscurity
Tell me how something’s not right
Tell me you can’t live if I die
A lie reminds
all this reminds me about you
Tell me not to give up and fight
Now you say you wish I’d die
Tell me, how something's not right
Tell me, you can’t live if I die
A lie reminds
all of this reminds me about you
Tell me not to give up and fight
Now you say you wish I’d die
A lie reminds
Well it’s the games you play
and all the times that you’ve forgotten me
The sound of your voice
edges me closer to insanity
I may have wasted my time
ever believing you
See through the smiles you faked
this time I’m through with you
As I
sit in this empty room alone
Staring blindly into shadows I call my own
I never thought that it’d go this way for me
Memories of a place I’d sell my soul to be
As I think of all the things
you’ve done to me
The broken shattered pieces
of my own reality
Escape the prison inside my mind
Escape the memories that remind |
NOT FOR ME
Music - Albanesius, Schleper
Words - Ritchie, Schleper
Another day in this brutal world
so much pain I see it's everywhere I
look deep into my eyes
tell me what you see
do you really think you're free
Can you see that this life's not for me
Death is everywhere
it's more than I can bear
Why can't you see
that this life's not for me
Sometimes when I wake up
I just sit and stare
At a world so full of hate
Consumes all our lives
Where do I belong
It can't be here it feels all wrong
Can you see that this life's not for me
Screams are all I hear
It's hard to persevere
that this life's not for me
This just can't be
The only way to live
got to find a way we're out of time
it's quickly running out
So open up your eyes
to the truth behind the lies
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TAKING IT ALL FROM YOU
Music- Albanesius, Schleper
Words- Schleper
I
still hear every single word that’s said
Forgotten faces of the people
who have mislead
This empty feeling from in my soul
I’m reaching down
now I’ve got to take control
can’t you see that you fucked up?
can't you see I’m never gonna give it up?
can’t you see this time’s gonna get rough
Complain about the crazy things I do
Your mouth is running cause you know
I’m comin after you
You started something
and now it’s time to learn
Call for your friends
but they show no concern
You
got it
I want it
I’m taking it all from you
You
hate this place I’ve put you in
Go hide inside cause you’ll never win
You feel alone so you regress
Cry to yourself and forget the rest
Now
I believe
in all the things I say and do
Striving to become
something more than this
I'm taking it all from you |
EVERYTHING
Music/Words- Albanesius, Schleper
Can I go on?
Feeling this way
I’m confused, I’m afraid
Can
I go on?
Feeling this way
Confused, afraid
But I will decide
Never hear me
Understand why
You didn’t want to try
You’ll never be everything to me
you’ll see why
You’ll never be everything to me
you’ll see why
There were days when
Forget the truth
Behind the lies
I’ve taken the chance
to tell you just how
I feel inside
Did
you think you were special?
Who let you think you were special?
Can I go on?
Feeling this way
I’m confused, I’m afraid
Empty inside
Close my eyes
Sometimes wonder why |
